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August 19, 2009

Possession:  1. the action or fact of possessing, or the condition of being possessed. 2. the holding or having of something as one's own, or being inhabited and controlled by a demon or spirit.



"Who do I write for?  To answer "myself" begets another question;  that is, "Who am I?"  If I answered that "I write for the audience," I would by lying.  I write for the figures in the plays."
---Suzan - Lori Parks
The America Play and Other Works


Installation #3


 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom I know you are trying to get me to talk to you face to face now that I see you looking in the mirror as you type I find it a bit challenging to do what is right and tell the truth to end this madness.  I have been playing around with you and leading you to believe that this game is ending sooner than you think and now you are attempting to get it all out the way I did under your name

 

Wisdom Durand:  All I want is my life. The life you stole when you went to a Haitian woman in Brooklyn to steal my soul.  How much did you pay for one soul?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom the only reason why I stole all of that money from Judge Phillips was so I could continue to do to you what I have been doing to you since 2005 when you moved out of my house.

 

Wisdom Durand:  You still have not given me the exact dollar amount that you have invested in stealing my soul by means of using black magic.

 

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom all I have left is enough to feel when I am not living in Los Angeles, California but in Brooklyn, New York.   I have invested over millions of dollars in capturing your soul and having you all to myself without friends, family, or a mind of your own.  I am not only investing…

 

Wisdom Durand:  Emani Pamela Taylor how many times have you gone back to visit the Haitian that helps you steal my soul?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  I have had to go back to visit the Haitian that caste the curse on you by use of black magic in a Brooklyn basement not too far from the slave #1 theater on fulton street over by the a-train in the back room where people come for consultations over 61 times in the last 4 ½ years each time that I go I spent over $5000 dollars to keep you under my spell.   When I first went to visit the Haitian that caste the curse on you by use of black magic in a Brooklyn basement not too far from the slave #1 theater on fulton street over by the a-train in the back room where people come for consultations over 61 times in the last 4 ½ years you were still living in my brownstone playing that same damn cd with a song by nina simone called “I Put A Spell On You Because You Are Mine”.  I used that cd the first time.  I have kept a hold of your possessions that were left behind in the trunk, because I knew at the time you wouldn’t be able to carry it down the stairs.  That is why I changed the locks and did not allow you back in to get the rest of your things.  That trunk is now empty and unfortunately for those whose possessions were also in there mingled with yours they have also received some kind of lash back from this black magic used because it does not discriminate against anyone.  You on the other hand have been warned to leave Wisdom alone and now that I see you are back that also tells me you don’t know what time it is in NYC do you Emani?

 

Wisdom Durand:  Emani do you know what time it is in NYC?

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom I know there is no way around people telling me one thing and doing another when I have not come through with my promises so yes I know that I don’t have  anyone I can trust in to come to my aid other than those I pay to help me out.  Only the people on my payroll care to see this through to the end.  Others have forgotten about me and don’t care about me enough to help me get the best bang for my buck.  It was so long ago that I promised to end this how can I come back now and say that the ned is near she’s been saying that same damn line for the past four years according to you.  to others its been 4 ½ years.  Noone cares about Emani. 

 

 

Wisdom Durand:  Who interrupted while you were talking Emani?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom that is the high yellow woman that sold you the oils and the herb baths and everything we needed you to do to put the mask on when you thought you were taking it off.  I made sure you came around on ths side of town before going to the Africans by the museum.

 

Wisdom Durand:  How much have you paid Emani and how long do you plan on continuing to steal my soul?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  I have made millions of dollars to continue to steal Wisdom’s soul and I will continue to pay until the money runs out and it looks like the money is running out sooner than I thought because all I have to go on now is peoples word regarding our alliance now that they see you are writing about me it’s the way this story ends.

 

Wisdom Durand: Emani answer my question how long are you going to continue stealing my soul?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom I have one more year two at the most and I no longer have a third year.  Anitra is afraid of what you will say about her grandmother and all of their children and stevie is afraid nikki will never get married and bonita is afraid Danielle will never be anything other than her mother and do you get my point?  Ok.  I am now only aligned with Antira’s mother’s side of the family, Donavon Campbell, and a host of other Brooklyn lesbians who promised that in the end they would still be my friend and Brandy got her store and quit her job to draw on people for a living.  I am aligned with everyone you have ever met in your life.  It is unfortunate for those who were here in the beginning that did not get their benefit.  NOW I can’t say it or others won’t come through with their part of the bargain.

 

Wisdom Durand:  what do you have that belongs to me besides my soul?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor: I have your own life in a paragraph on my computer that lets me say what I want when I want and how I want to say it where I want and when I want and I am the only friend you have around.  I say I hate you over and over and over again because I have to say something so instead of being nice I use you as the one thing that I can use in any kind of way and not have to suffer any backlash.

 

Wisdom Durand:  how many times have you gone to visit the Haitian that caste the curse for you by use of black magic in a Brooklyn basement not too far from the slave #1 theater on fulton street over by the a-train in the back room where people come for consultations

 

Emani Pamela Taylor: Several séances in your name where I have drank the blood of a chicken just killed seconds before in sacrifice.   Wisdom I am not who you think I am I am a man that has never met you before in your natural born life but I have met your spirit twice before through a door that was opened by using black magic.  All I have left to do with this stealing of your soul is to tie a ring around a sock that has good intentions for someone else and put that in a basket cover it up put a wheel on it and roll it around before I string it up on a piece of paper and sell it in a book that looks like it’s not going to take as long as it was once thought because these days you write while you are looking in the mirror which is something that was never done in all of the last 4 ½ years. 

 

Wisdom Durand:  Emani where do you live now that you don’t have a license to practice law?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom I still live in Brooklyn only the brownstone was not taken but I am very afraid that one day someone will come in to take my soul away from me because they are up and I used judge Phillips to get back at you for stealing my property

Wait I take that back because if I say that it will come back to haunt me especially since I live in his house and you lived in one judge Phillips houses too on 415 Halsey Street that is how I got away with everything over there on that street and I mean I got away with everything when you lived at 415 Halsey.    Wisdom 415 Halsey Street is Judge Phillips property.  415 Halsey Street was bought and sold illegally.  I used a ficticious name on the deed and went to Kinkos and had them clean the deed up so that it would look like I owned it.  Martin Cromell’s family as scapegoats and I met them at a block meeting.  We handled the deal quietly and it was ready just in time for you to move in.  I have managed to keep the address out of the papers by controlling the press when I was found guilty of the judges charges and ordered to pay back the money I had stolen.  The house got lost in the shuffle of papers and noone knows which properties were illegally gotten but you now that I have told you.

 

Wisdom Durand:  Why did judge Phillips come to visit me so often while I lived at 415 Halsey?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom judge Phillips came to visit you because I used his name to caste this curse on you.  I said that is all you would ever be able to do was be a demented mentally ill person who would never figure out who they were because I would keep them so wrapped up in lies that they wouldn’t be able to tell the truth from a lie.  Now I see you know what is true and what is not.  I have to say that judge Phillips came to visit you because he wanted to be in side of me and I had to thwart his spirit in your direction since I owned your soul because judge Phillips at one time owned my house and I bargained to get this brownstone that is why on the night you moved out you left a vase that was given to you on your birthday by cher with a dried bamboo shoot in it.  I did to you what others had done along with my help to the Judge Phillips.  Now that you now a little about masons and higher order secret societies you also know how people who have money find other sports to play with human lives. 

 

 

Wisdom Durand:  Emani what else do you have that belongs to me? 

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom I have used everything in that trunk you left behind.  I have just enough money left to make the rest work for at least three more years possibly more if I had enough money I would tell you the truth but all I have is your soul trapped for as long as I can keep it.

 

Wisdom Durand:  Emani why are you always acting like there is nothing greater than keeping my soul trapped in your bottle?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom I am addicted to having this much power over someone.  I have never had this much power in my life.  This is truly what money can buy.  Money can buy you a living human beings soul with a price tag of $200,000  and over time the amount increased and now it’s more than tripled.

 

Wisdom Durand:  Emani how do you continue to torment my thoughts with negative abusive words and use others to relay your messages, especially in my work history?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor: I have control over you Wisdom.  Others who help you have to tolerate having me around.  I project all that is negative in you and leave all the good to be discovered later.  I bury you in unbalanced emotions and make your thoughts all about the negative.  You know I am not in Los Angeles You know you left all you have ever known behind yet I control your mind so I keep you in the past despite your move I keep you buried in a thought pattern of the past the past the past is dwelled on over and over and over again.  that is all I have tow work with is those memories of when I knew you I don’t have anything to go on I don’t have a recent frame of reference.  The window that I see is the one when you lived with me which is why I have managed to run out of ideas how can I continue when you are obviously not here.  I could and I will but what is the fun in that when no one will do what new Yorkers do  in the south west? 

 

Wisdom Durand:  How is everyone able to hear me think and chime in when they feel like being heard in my thoughts alone but not in their own?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor: Wisdom everyone knows your thoughts because I have managed to keep you blind to discovering my identity up until recently and since you now know who I am …I don’t have to tell you that part so I won’t

 

Wisdom Durand: what is it that you HAVE to tell me Emani?

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom I have to begin opening up and expressing my self using appropriate language and tell you what it is that is causing this to happen and what you must do to fix it when I am out of cash to continue stealing your soul.  I have promised many people many things and much has been accomplished but many are still waiting and it has taken longer than they ever imagined otherwise they would have it by now.  Everything in your mind evolves around the one premise that you are to be eaten like food and rationed off like a slave and bargained down to the lowest possible denominator.

 

Wisdom Durand:  emani what are the pattern of events you have been using repeatedly to control the circumstances of my life that have not worked out for now?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom now you are out of the story line and this time I am the main character in your stories so I am very careful at what I say and how I say it if I were the main character of this story I would be saying much more about the patterns that I have used to control your life circumstance.  I have been able to get away with controlling your emotions and your emotions are directly related to your reactions and no one is thrilled to see you suffer any more than you have so I have to become more crafty at what I can do to do you ad all I have is to dwell on the past events so frighten you but you don’t frighten easily and you never have because your spirit is too strong.  You refuse to dance around and conceal what I make you feel so you say everything very clearly.  The patterns I have created in the past are broken links that have no sense of direction so I am picking at old scabs and trying to make it work to my advantage but when you don’t read the writing of others I can’t confuse you into thinking that its all about you.  I have to be more cognizant of the people who are around you that care to much about humanity in order to allow that to happen this time around so I have to keep coming up with other things like taking you all the way back to when you were in high school.  All I have is outdated material to use Wisdom that’s all.  I can influence you but not others.  I have to keep looking for support and since I have kept you completely isolated other than at work that is all I have to go by so you are now the person who has the key to survival and when you continue writing in front of the mirror looking at your own reflection how can I say what I said before when I know I am writing the story about my life since stealing your soul by using black magic.

 

Wisdom Durand:  emani where did you get the idea to steal my soul

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom I got the idea to steal our soul from doing research on the Yoruban religion first, then moving on to become a mason, then being accepted into a higher order after initiation.  I am alone in this because no one else has access to use you but me.  What that allows me to be is your only friend in the world until modern day technology stepped in and not even that stands up in a court of law when all I have to do is see you face to face in a court room I can’t be near you if I go near you Wisdom I will die. I have purchased your soul using ill gotten means and will not give up on my investment.  Wisdom your soul is mine to have.  with the purchase of you soul I am here in you.  it is my fingers doing the typing.  The words on the page are the words I have no choice but to say otherwise people will do the talking for me and make up any nasty story that comes along to trun my words against me.  Yes I stole Judge Phillips money and would have taken more if they did not stop me.  Yes I stole Judge Phillips property.  If others had not of stolen his property first I would be in jail and not simply forced to pay it back.  I have Judge Phillips money to this day.  There are people who can prove what I have done to you where you live which is why I have lied about the time I will be here if that is what you want me to say.  I am here until the end. 

 

Wisdom Durand: emani where did you live in south Africa when you went to visit the last and first time you were there?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor: i stayed in a hotel with other students on the trip.  Wisdom I have only gone to south Africa once and that was on a study abroad trip I left Charisse, Jarris, and Daniel with my girlfriend while I was on a vacation by myself.  I could not afford to take my children with me so I left all three of my children behind.  I enjoyed the fourteen days I was there and hope to go back to South Africa before I die.

 

Wisdom Durand: emani why did you steal my passport

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom I used your passport to curse you for not being aware of my presence when you left and didn’t come back I knew you were there because I went through your computer and found all of your emails asking people to take care of you overseas.  I broke into your apartment in your absence several times and even washed your dishes for you and scraped your pots.  I didn’t have anything else to do but take care of my brownstone.  I missed out on the opportunity to get to know you in person and now I only have an addiction to making you feel how I want you to feel.  I make you frown and make uglu faces in the mirror because I feel like that sometimes, especially when I see yself doing the typing for you. 

Wisdom Durand: emani who does your soul belong to?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor: 

 

Wisdom Durand: emani what is the process of stealing my soul and how many people are in the room when you perform the ritual that allows you to dwell within me?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  the process of stealing Wisdom’s soul takes several months in the making it requires

Possessions that Wisdom left behind in a trunk

 

Wisdom Durand: emani when will you leave me alone and allow me to live my life without you in it?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:

Wisdom Durand: emani how does it feel to go public with this story?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:

Wisdom Durand: emani when is the last time you were in a relationship?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom I have not been in a relationship with another woman in over 4 years.  I have dated but nothing ever works out e way I plan.  I don’t want to date a man although there are gay men who try to hit on me all the time and I don’t want that in my life.  I have been weak and broke down and went ahead and did it but it wasn’t what I wanted to do.

 

Wisdom Durand:  Emani how many properties did you steal from Judge Phillips?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom I have stolen three houses one belongs to Martin Cromwell and his family.  I moved my daughter charisse into another, unfortunately that is the one that was taken back.  The house is located on 519 hancock.  The house at 519 hancock was boarded up and beautiful on the inside. 

 

Wisdom Durand: Emani what did you do with the money you stole from Judge Phillips?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom I gave the money that I stole from Judge Phillips to my three children Daniel Howell, Charisse Howell aka Reesie, and Jarris Howell.  I also gave money to my mother.  Most of the money is used to keep control over your soul I have to pay the for the black magic ritual and it is not cheap to keep control over another person’s life.  It costs several millions to keep living your life as someone else emani knows that she can’t afford it.  All I have left after paying most of it back to the courts is a whopping million dollars hidden in a metal box inside the walls of my brownstone on the third floor in a closet where I don’t allow anyone to go since I don’t rent that part of the house out anymore since I don’t need that many tenants.  All I have left is Mrs. Madeline and her granddaughter who is about to go away to college.

 

Wisdom Durand:  tell me more about the reasons you have for stealing from Judge Phillips.

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom I lost out on a number of things since I have been practicing black magic and the one thing I had left was working on Judge Phillps case.  I could not help but keep an eye over his money and when I realized none was coming to rescue Judge Phillips from the mental institution in the Bronx I began to steal more and more and more of his funds until the one living relative found out what I was doing and came to haunt me down and I am the one that found her.  

 

Wisdom Durand:  What are people saying about you now in your professional career now that Judge Phillips has been rescued from the prison you sent him to Emani?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom people are saying that I deserve what I got on one side of town.  Wisdom people are not too happy with how i broke the rules and wrote out those checks its more complicated than you think I can not work in Brooklyn or anywhere else.  The blacks won’t give me anything. The jews the Italians the polish I have been blacklisted not even the masons will come near me I have been excommunicated form the community.  I am on a list.  I have managed to find some people who take pity only because they themselves were involved and managed to escape the wrath of judgment even the damn judge who presided over the case got paid.  This is a huge scandal that I have blogged about using a moniker so all of the juicy details need be added later.  I hide out inside my home and only go out to walk my dogs and the people on my street all just shake their heads at me because they know I am a filthy lesbian lawyer who got caught stealing from an old man that did more good than bad in this town.  judge Phillips was someone to be proud of he managed to get all that he did by hard work and labor he bought all those properties allover Brooklyn when other blacks couldn’t. judge Phillips is a legend because he was black first a judge second and never got caught up in the politics and judge Phillips to this day is disgraced at how his own people just stole form him.  Judge Phillips gave what others could not he built two theaters in the ghetto when the jewish owned nearly everything he came along and managed to get his piece of the American dream.   Judge Phillips is and will always be remembered and Emani Taylor well all she has is black magic and even that is about to run out on her just like all those women.

 

Wisdom Durand: Emani who was the first person you ever paid money to use black magic against?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor: Wisdom you were my first and only experiment in this realm.  What I did to elaina was different because I didn’t steal her soul I just stole her identity.

 

Wisdom Durand: Emani when did you start figuring out that I would be the one who could carry this through to the end?  Was it at the beginning or NOW?

 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom I knew you would begin to blog and all I have to do is wait and see how much I can take before you announce it to the world.  But if you continue writing like this it makes a lot more sense to people as they read what is on the page.  Wisdom I won’t stay as long as I thought.  I won’t stay.  I will forfeit the last two and on you I will disappear.


 

Emani Pamela Taylor:  Wisdom I am lying I paid wwwway to much money for this to happen just the way it is with you sitting in the mirror watching me do e typing on your computer.

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